didnt had a great cny reunion dinner as the dishes was jus sufficient. the only leftover was the chicken which was pretty dry without much seasonin and sauces. spent a great deal of energy on cleanin up the house and my room. i am nothin but hungry at midnight after a wet cny shoppin in chinatown. rain catch up shortly after arrival for cny shoppin. hastily bought many goodies while waitin for the rain to subside within a nasty hour and the half.
this little short trip was unpleasant especially when kd drove reckless on the wet grounds and simply show signs of unhappiness. the worse came when i was accused for forcin kd out to shop with mE even i have offered to drop kd home instead of goin shoppin.
we have different taste for shoppin: i prefer cheapo style of shoppin; kd prefer clean and expensive shoppin. the difference was the result for the "i almost blow my top".
nightmares have causes much of my sleepless nights for the past weeks. today i slept on my father's car throughout the short trip to woodlands. i dont sleep when i am sittin next to the driver, but today was bad. badly awaken up at eight by a nightmare that i had a committed a small but grave mistake today. yesterday was eaten by some strange creature. these evil dreams were somewhat result of unhappiness at work and stress with rs. i have been makin attempts to resolve difference in rs but kd remains quiet makin life hard. kd unwillingness to take have taken to another level when all i give and ask are simply ignored. question i asked turn to a deaf ear. i asked many questions and came without answers.
i am now sittin at a prata shop alone finished two plain prata and two teh chino. 5.60dollars is the sum for unhappiness. when will you love mE and choose not to be unhappy with mE and be honest with mE? rs is about you and mE.
