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i am totally not content with my work.
seriously, helping others is nothin but wastin my own time and invitin more problem.
don't care, don't bother MUST kick in soon.
nevertheless, i will help those who deserved it and is worth my help.

1. I lend someone something and getting back is a fricking chore and i must go high and low and beg people to return.

2. I banged many walls and called everyone only to find out that "actually don't need one"

3. I am doin everyone a favour and at the end, it is my problem

4. I planned and sent out email about the schedule for the upcoming event. no reply. till i have to get info from my good friend and then realised that all i have planned is wrong. forget it. ignored.

5. I received few emails with "track it", "oversee this", "get it done" and other phrase askin to act on it when each email have over ten items to act on. so each email require hours to complete. now i am labelled "low bandwidth and capacity" and "inefficient".

i think i am jus too involved in many administrative work that does not fall within my job scope, but seein how it affect others, i took up the tasks. wasted too much time and effort. totally incapacitated mE. well. i should really don't care and don't bother.

+ stronger? +

jus a feelin to myself. i felt the r/s is growin stronger. or perhaps is my wishful thought. things are gonna in weeks time. =(

+ happy +

the title says it all.
went tannin, played fb, sleep, wash and clean vv.
today went home, rest for half an hour and went lunch at sunday usual with kd. thereafter, kd had a long wait to trim the hair short at admiraty area.
then we went k box, had lotsa fun and went home for dinner separately.
it is a simple but nice day. =)